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    <description>&lt;pre&gt;thanks Dan. :)

~zayne


On Thu, Jan 5, 2012, at 09:49 PM, Dan wrote:


OTR's Nov 2011 The Portland Sessions now posted... 26 minutes!
They play:
"The King Knows How"
"Oh Yeah by the Way"
new song that I'm unofficially calling "On The Sacred Ground"
"Latter Days" and end it with a Q&amp;amp;A
[1]http://pacificlectic.com/2012/01/05/overtherhine-portlandsessi
ons/
~Dan



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1. http://pacificlectic.com/2012/01/05/overtherhine-portlandsessions/
2. mailto:dtemm-/E1597aS9LQAvxtiuMwx3w&amp;lt; at &amp;gt;public.gmane.org?subject=Re%3A%20Over%20the%20Rhine%20on%20The%20Portland%20Sessions%20%28from%20Nov%20%2711%29
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"The time spent on a pursuit does not matter if it turns out to be a false path in the end. All you can do is seek backwards until you pick up the true path and can follow it instead." ~Jacquelyn Frank (Damien p. 151)

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    <title>Over the Rhine on The Portland Sessions (from Nov '11)</title>
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    <description>&lt;pre&gt;OTR's Nov 2011 The Portland Sessions now posted... 26 minutes!
 
They play:
"The King Knows How"
"Oh Yeah by the Way"
new song that I'm unofficially calling "On The Sacred Ground"
"Latter Days" and end it with a Q&amp;amp;A

http://pacificlectic.com/2012/01/05/overtherhine-portlandsessions/

~Dan



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    <description>&lt;pre&gt;OTR's Nov 2011 The Portland Sessions now posted... 26 minutes!
 
They play:
"The King Knows How"
"Oh Yeah by the Way"
new song that I'm unofficially calling "On The Sacred Ground"
"Latter Days" and end it with a Q&amp;amp;A

http://pacificlectic.com/2012/01/05/overtherhine-portlandsessions/

~Dan



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    <description>&lt;pre&gt;OTR's Nov 2011 The Portland Sessions now posted... 26 minutes!
 
They play:
"The King Knows How"
"Oh Yeah by the Way"
new song that I'm unofficially calling "On The Sacred Ground"
"Latter Days" and end it with a Q&amp;amp;A

http://pacificlectic.com/2012/01/05/overtherhine-portlandsessions/

~Dan



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    <description>&lt;pre&gt;



:-)

Yes, indeed they are. And I, you. And thank you.



I'm right there with you, but that is why I have remained in contact with some of the old group who I grew close to. They still provide those points of light all these years later.

bink&lt;/pre&gt;</description>
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    <title>Re: No subject...really.</title>
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    <description>&lt;pre&gt;Nikki!

Thanks!

I'll be working for a software consulting firm in Cinci.  After training I'll be a traveling analyst/consulting integrating and implementing SAP solutions. :)


-Heather

--- In lostees-hHKSG33TihhbjbujkaE4pw&amp;lt; at &amp;gt;public.gmane.org, Ysobelle &amp;lt;ysobelle&amp;lt; at &amp;gt;...&amp;gt; wrote:




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On 12/28/2011 9:42 PM, Rick Callender wrote:


this list was my first overture into a 'lifestyle' that my parents would 
surely not approve of. and it's not even that extreme. i remember 
feeling nervous introducing dave to lostees, worried what he'd say and 
feeling defiant. i should never have worried - he was more relaxed than 
i was.


i remember that! and being buzzed by the planes.


i think we're probably all 'ok' until we give our loves over to someone 
else. i've followed the comments on facebook and i will surely be 
praying for you guys. hearts are so delicately strange.


and *that* is precisely what i miss.

rhys


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    <title>Re: No subject...really.</title>
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    <description>&lt;pre&gt;So where will you be working, snooks? And CONGRATULATIONS!




On Dec 30, 2011, at 11:07 AM, scarlettashwildfire wrote:


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    <description>&lt;pre&gt;Howdy all.

Just trying to inject some more life into a place that's not Facebook.  

Bink and Rhys - sorry to hear about your respective situations.  I wish both families strength in trying times.

For a quick two second update from me - I graduated earlier this year, I move to Cincinnati next week, and start a new career the week after.  Things are moving both too slow and too fast at the same time.  

Hope your New Year is filled with peace and love,
Heather



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    <title>RE: Hi!</title>
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    <description>&lt;pre&gt;
bink - sorry to hear about your wife. will be thinking of you. 

I pray for Lia a lot. I can't imagine how difficult it is for a parent to see their child suffer. :( 

I still am around - still in Romania. have 2 boys. life moves so fast some days and some days it seems to stand still. but I suppose in the end that is just the way life is. 

Amy



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From: binkmeisterrick-/E1597aS9LQAvxtiuMwx3w&amp;lt; at &amp;gt;public.gmane.org
Date: Wed, 28 Dec 2011 21:42:27 -0800
Subject: Re: [lostees] Hi!


















 



  


    
      
      
      Rhys,
As much as I sit in the shadows much of the time, I'm still here. My heart always goes out to you with the children, and how bittersweet it all is.
The List provided me much companionship of sorts back in the day. Even though I often feel a bit "Doctorish" like Ysoie, I am grateful for the few I've remained in touch with over the years. I still find it funny how we once lived mere streets apart. Heck, I think I still have a plate that belongs to you somewhere, from the time you watched the parade with us, towing munchies on said plate.
We all face our Darkest Nights of the Year. I am about to head into mine with my wife this time next week, as she goes in for corrective open heart surgery. She's scared shitless. I am surprisingly confident,
 though I am certain to be a wreck while she's in the O.R.
I think   this place offered us a chance to share our light with each other, despite our own dark days. Everything shines brighter, the more you put tiny lights together.
bink  

    
     

    
    






         &lt;/pre&gt;</description>
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    <description>&lt;pre&gt;Rhys,

As much as I sit in the shadows much of the time, I'm still here. My heart always goes out to you with the children, and how bittersweet it all is.

The List provided me much companionship of sorts back in the day. Even though I often feel a bit "Doctorish" like Ysoie, I am grateful for the few I've remained in touch with over the years. I still find it funny how we once lived mere streets apart. Heck, I think I still have a plate that belongs to you somewhere, from the time you watched the parade with us, towing munchies on said plate.

We all face our Darkest Nights of the Year. I am about to head into mine with my wife this time next week, as she goes in for corrective open heart surgery. She's scared shitless. I am surprisingly confident, though I am certain to be a wreck while she's in the O.R.

I think   this place offered us a chance to share our light with each other, despite our own dark days. Everything shines brighter, the more you put tiny lights together.

bink&lt;/pre&gt;</description>
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    <description>&lt;pre&gt;you have retained a marvelous and almost magical way of renewing hope in 
people. and the climb is always worth it.

dave went midnight climbing with cousins in the City of Rocks. i watched 
from camp, reading by moonlight. i listened to their laughter, the clank 
of the caribiners, the call of 'on belay' that whispered through the 
night. and i watched the stars, pale, but unforgotten, as they climbed 
through the moon's brilliance. the granite glowed, their shapes flowed 
from one to the next.

it's been a place of magic for us, the City, and i'm going to treasure 
those things forever. up here, the moonlight comes through trees, and 
they sing. the dark is not all grim, it's studded with light.

rhys

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    <description>&lt;pre&gt;A friend today posted on Facebook the iconic photo of a young woman who leapt to her death from the Empire State Building in 1947. Her name was Evelyn, and she'd written a note to her fiancee that she "wouldn't make a good wife for anybody." He wrote that the photo was proof there were no "good old days." I don't agree. Some problems will always be with us, but so, I think, will human resilience. Perhaps it's just that we've just passed the Solstice, but I do believe we all have the ability to climb up out of the dark.

And because I'm thinking of it:

DOCTOR WHO
"A Christmas Carol”
by Steven Moffat

KAZRAN: (v.o.)
On every world, wherever people are, in the deepest part of the winter, at the exact mid-point, everybody stops and turns and hugs as if to say, "Well done. Well done, everyone, we're halfway out of the dark." Back on Earth, we called this Christmas or the Winter Solstice. 


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On 12/28/2011 12:51 PM, Ysobelle wrote:


i love that you're doing it, though. that you branched out, leaped into 
your dream. the pictures of what you create are just amazing too.

displacement seems to be a theme lately. while i've often felt out of 
synch growing up, there's a newness to this kind of displacement. 
there's no family or parents to continually give the shape, direction, 
and identity to myself. it's now my job and dave's to define our home 
for our kids.


i do love knowing that some things have not changed. it gives me hope 
that there's still a chance to revive.

rhys


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    <description>&lt;pre&gt;I'll back you up on the community thing. I work at home, now. Finally quit the day job, and I make corsets and everything else here. My apartment is small, and it gets messy, and all too often, there's no one here but me and the animals and the mess and the mountains of work. I try to have minions as often as I can, and friends, and go out once in a while. But it's impossible not to feel somewhat displaced once in a while. I wouldn't go back, and I love what I do. It's just...sometimes I feel like the Doctor, trailing off his excited chatter into an empty TARDIS.

I spent a few hours trawling the archives last night, tracing the line of where I'd been through years of emails to all of you. Strange how some of it comes back, and some of it I can't or won't remember. Even stranger how little some things have changed.

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On 12/28/2011 12:16 PM, Stephanie Rowe wrote:


i will. i've heard a bit on pandora and i love it. i love how they've 
retained that smoky love in their music.


it does. and it's not always family by blood, which we've been learning. 
sometimes it's the hospital nurses, or strangers in a church. sometimes 
it's an email list. and sometimes it's a sister-in-law who gives up 
going East to be with all the fam for christmas, who comes and loves the 
little boy instead, making sure he's confident and secure.


while i've not totally focused on her to the exclusion of zaya, we've 
forgotten about living and having fun. we keep almost getting there and 
then the dips into the dark come and get deeper each time. we kept 
waiting and surviving.

and i want more for zaya. i want to be able to go on a walk with him, 
throw snowballs, or just play outside. small things. or even to take lia 
on a walk by the lake.

we just can't get past doctors some days. but knowing we're doing 
palliative care now changes a lot of things. we're going to shove as 
much of our life into this as possible.


i would be too! smaller drives are huge. i'd even pay full price (: (:

rhys


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On 12/28/2011 11:58 AM, Ysobelle wrote:


yz. it's ok to ask.

our lia, 3 yrs old, was born pretty sick. she got better, but struggled 
through stuff. we figured it was all related to her birth stuff.

now, we're watching her lose ground. she's lost neurological abilities 
for eating, swallowing, and now digesting. she's on formula through a 
feeding pump all day and night. she's on more and more oxygen. the 
specter of neuro-muscular diseases, genetic conditions, and other 
incurable things has been raised strongly.

we're just waiting to hear what it is. because of her differences in 
various parts of her body, we know something will show. we just don't 
know if we'll know how long we get. yes, the darkness is there. just 
when we thought we were done, that the light would come.

this all sounds jumbled, her blogs have more if you ever feel like 
reading: www.caringbridge.org/visit/lia

all i want for this unexpectedly girly girl is to dress her in faire 
stuff since she adores it, and pretend she's a princess. and maybe put 
her in time out for being naughty. we just cuddle on the couch most of 
the day instead.

rhys




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    <description>&lt;pre&gt;Rhys, I realise, reading some blogs posts lately, that I'm completely out of the loop. You needn't answer if you don't want to, of course, but what's going on with your curly-haired girl? I can see the far darker tone of your entries, and I know that you moved, but beyond that, I'm slightly lost.


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    <description>&lt;pre&gt;Oh Rhys, it doesn't sound flippant from here. It sounds profound and deep and definitely worth sharing. You have been through so much these past few years. Do you have high speed internet where you are? If so, check out spotify or some other social music site and you can hear their latest stuff.

Community is terribly important. Having a network of friends and/or family to help catch you when you fall makes the difference between hitting the cold hard pavement or the warm arms of love. I've been trying to explain this to my sister in law. She has a 6 month old and recently left full time employment for mommyhood. This is a wonderful thing but without friends, she may go a little crazy by the time her son is 1. I almost did with my firstborn. :)

You have a community here even though we are somewhat dormant. And hopefully you will have a new one soon in your new home. Admittedly, after reading all of your posts, I would probably have focused solely on my second born too, were I in your shoes.

K&amp;amp;L will usually head to Atlanta every 18 months or so and I have been trying to make it there. It's a 5-6 hour drive from here, which is why I am so thrilled to drive 30 minutes instead.

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On 12/28/2011 11:09 AM, Stephanie Rowe wrote:

i think we all have lurked. now my mind is spinning off about verb tenses...


it really matters knowing that. and i feel badly, though, that she's
taken up so much of my life. that i've let some other things that matter
slip to the side a little bit too often - community, friends, living,
and i'm realizing we (dave and i) need to find them now. because if we
do run out of time with her, i don't want to find that i've forgotten
how to live.

we have not updated our OTR in years, but i've found that GDBD still is
a soundtrack worth listening to. the ache and bittersweet joy and sorrow
of knowing that tide comes and goes, that the sun rises and sets, is so
prevalent.

i wish i could tell karin or even linford just how much peace his piano
stuff has brought lia while she has her hospital stays. and how darkest
night of the year ended up being my own internal script when she was in
the NICU. just how their music can help, bring light, and things like that.

but it sounds too... flippant when i try to express it. so i mostly
don't, and i've never tried to say it.


i am sooo jealous! i know they come to seattle, and that's only 5ish
hours from us. so i'm hoping this next year brings them out there. and
that we can all go to see them.

here's to a new year, with hopefully new hope, or at least learning how
to live better

rhys


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On 12/28/2011 11:09 AM, Stephanie Rowe wrote:

i think we all have lurked. now my mind is spinning off about verb tenses...


it really matters knowing that. and i feel badly, though, that she's 
taken up so much of my life. that i've let some other things that matter 
slip to the side a little bit too often - community, friends, living, 
and i'm realizing we (dave and i) need to find them now. because if we 
do run out of time with her, i don't want to find that i've forgotten 
how to live.

we have not updated our OTR in years, but i've found that GDBD still is 
a soundtrack worth listening to. the ache and bittersweet joy and sorrow 
of knowing that tide comes and goes, that the sun rises and sets, is so 
prevalent.

i wish i could tell karin or even linford just how much peace his piano 
stuff has brought lia while she has her hospital stays. and how darkest 
night of the year ended up being my own internal script when she was in 
the NICU. just how their music can help, bring light, and things like that.

but it sounds too... flippant when i try to express it. so i mostly 
don't, and i've never tried to say it.


i am sooo jealous! i know they come to seattle, and that's only 5ish 
hours from us. so i'm hoping this next year brings them out there. and 
that we can all go to see them.

here's to a new year, with hopefully new hope, or at least learning how 
to live better

rhys


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    <description>&lt;pre&gt;Hi Rhys and everyone else!

I'm a long time lurker type that pops up every few years to say hi. So, um, Hi!

Rhys -  thank you for posting about Lia. I follow your blog closely and pray for you guys often.

Everyone else, I just found out that Karin and Linford are finally visiting my neck of the woods! They are performing at a local singing and songwriting festival in the nearby town of Seaside, Florida and I'm on cloud 9 about this. I'm trying to find some way to get tickets not at full price, either by working the event or trade. I'm so excited, I just had to share.

Happy holidays and new year!

Stephanie Rowe
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hi zayne!!! and everyone else!

how's life, and how's anything? whether it's made up or not, i'd like to
hear. mostly because i can then procrastinate on something important
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from the wet woods of NW idaho,
rhys

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